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2008-11-04T22:07:00.003+08:00

Wanted to study but feel very restless and unwell.

I'm so very looking forward to December!

Filled with fun-packed activities and meet ups and gatherings and special occasion.

Looking very forward to:

My Bangkok trip with my sec sch peeps.

Joey's return.

X'mas.

My Birthday!

And most importantly, no lessons!

Let's pray that I score Higher Distinction for this mod. =D

2008-09-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

someone should write a book on how to read a person's character.
no no.
should be 'How to expose someone's motive?'
there should be a dummy guide on it.

really, 2-headed snake is horrible alright.
don't get it at all.
what makes human do such immoral an act?
won't they feel bad about it?

2008-09-09T22:42:00.003+08:00

Ya blog blog, lazy can.

phwoo~ (layers of dust flew away)

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One and a half month into my new job.

Bloody busy can.

But if I'm not busy then that's trouble.

And I'm gonna learn driving.

Yes, lazy me is gonna learn.

But very lazy to go down register, why no online registration ?????

Brrrr....

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SL63 AMG is a baby, oh god.

Farking lousy picture quality, stretched abit only (so pixelated now)

But no F430 spider isn't left out.

Oh yes. After reading Jas post on sky-diving, I recalled what my colleague told me.

I always wanted to try bungee jump, and he told me sky-dive is a whole lot better.

Thinking about it, its true isn't it.

You get to taste your heart in your mouth, the digestive system all crampped up together, feel the adrenaline rush and enjoy and breath-taking surrounding.

Then start thinking again, looking at the scenery from the plane sucks if you can be in the scenery with sky-diving.

Whose game for this?

Oh yes, I love speed and heights (with safety of couse, I love my life more)!

2008-07-16T17:25:00.002+08:00

So sad... no money...

Am excited for my new job =D
but the pay will only be in when?......I don't know.

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I watched The Dark Night at yesterday's Maybank Gala Premier!
Nice show, joker was the cleverist of them all!

Was with baby, jm and jd.
And we all enjoyed the show.
BUT, baby don't understand it....hahahah!

Well, my thoughts about this movie uh:
- everyone is scheming, thinking about themselves (or what they are suppose to do)
- many make plans, with which dissolve the element of susprise
- even your closest friend/colleague may betray you at times of need
- everyone have their own set of problems, but there are many ways to solve one; make the right choice that won't lead to sorry for life
- people make use of each other

That's about it I guess.

2008-07-14T23:52:00.001+08:00

wow!

I took an IQ test around 1year ago and scored 138.

I did it again now, (I swear I don't remember the answers) I scored 150!

This IQ test is by NTU..

heh heh, I've grown smarter!

Heres the link --> IQ test

2008-07-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAROLYN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RADHIKA!

up coming birthday...

ms long hair gone short; mel!

2008-07-11T10:05:00.002+08:00

Hi again,

opps!

You people must be wondering why am I not working....nvm.

Anyway, would like some help.
Gonna choose a bag for baby to buy for me when I successful slim down; his present to me!

I have outgrown GUESS!

With a couple of hundreds only, I have settle for Juicy Couture.
Lest this brand is not very common with Singapore Girls.

Juicy 1 -> suitable for parties to shopping
Juicy 2 -> not for dinner, office use
Juicy 3 -> suitable for everything

Probably baby will say very expensive and don't buy..... )=

If I get the job! I'll buy for myself!

2008-07-11T09:13:00.002+08:00

Started by MR KELVIN LIM!
People start reading my old post; even me.

Ya, I think some are quite childish and silly too.... how?

My friend once (more than once) said: whatever we do or say now, 10years later will be a joke.

True right.

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Sat going to caro's place; caro what birthday present you want.?
Ahyo, I really don't know what to buy.

Give you a kiss can? Money can't by that! Hahaha

2008-06-20T14:40:00.002+08:00

phooo~ dusts flying around.

I agree with jas on no best friends but true friends.

The word best is very blurred and also takes on a meaning to different preson.
True however, is different. True means true, the opposite of false.

Anyway, I would like to use this post to thank my friends, whom I felt are my true friends.
I know that I'm demanding, I like things my way, act like a spoil princess and give faces when don't get the way I want.

BUT YOU GUYS STILL LOVE ME!
&
I LOVE YOU GUYS TOO!

RP probably isn't the best poly to go to, but I got almost perfect friends!
Though some are out of my reach now, phsically I mean.

I can see us 10years down the road, attending each other weddings; maybe more matured but still as bitchy.

Probably most of us will be rich cause we have big dreams to start business and all.
By 30year old I'll drive a FERRARI in RED, I'll hold to that eh carolyn and jas. haha.
And brooom into your weddings with my darling kel.
Yes, I wannt be with him forever. (and he thinks so too =D)

Well, I won't name those people whom I think are my true friends,
your should know la.
haha.

2008-06-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

joey is gone from my reach - physical reach; what's left is cyber.
miss you baby.

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In the 6days working at SGH, I've hear at least twice with my own ears than a human life will be gone in less than a year.

Though they are not related to me, hearing those words still hurts.

This make me wanna treasure life and the people around me even more.

Sorry to say, but I'll only treasure certain people who touched my life.

I can say that I'm sociable, friendly and easy-going.
But lately, entertaining seems to be a chore. I hope this change, I love being surrounded by people! I only find entertaining my close circle of friends not a chore, cause its fun being around them. When I feel unhappy and not want to go out, I'll still meet my friends. When I'm with them, I'll forget every sad stuff. Though there are still stuff that is always there no matter what I do.

But then again, with my kind of charater and attitude I've bound to made unknown enemies but that doesn't bother me. Someone told me, those who love me will love me alot; but those who dislike me will dislike me to the core. Till now, I wonder if its true.

Again, my shopping list.
1. mac book + ipod touch
2. trip to arizona (the fact that I love to travel, anywhere will do too - arizona is one of the top priority though)

2008-05-04T16:54:00.002+08:00

oh blog have a new function - scheduled posting.
not that I'll use that.

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what I wanna say?
sigh.

I hate people who assume, especially the wrong side.
Detest, hate.

Stop assuming, ask if you wanna know.
Doesn't hurt to ask right?
Asking is a form of concern at some point, assuming just scew things up.

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Again, I'm broke.
So, no outings no dinners no nothing.

MONEY MONEY COME TO MUMMY.

2008-04-21T23:43:00.003+08:00

It's been just over a month since I've started working, lucky I don't feel too tired or anything.
Just the usual whining and oversleeping.

*grins*

Jinn, the late queen!

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I still hope hope hope that I can enter local Uni, seriously who don't.
But if there is any one out there who is retarded-farking-out-of-mind, do give me the chance.

Teehee..

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And I'm super broke again.......

2008-04-12T02:30:00.002+08:00

(Let me try,)

A side of me you seldom see,
Bought to life by layers, draping and fashionistry.

Today I may be sweet,
Tomorrow perhaps dark.

Where fashion and inspiration takes me,
I let it move and mould me.

And this is me.

(Half was modified, I fail to do a complete jinn's poem)

Oh wells...

2008-04-12T02:23:00.003+08:00

Let my music out,
Rocking and rolling over the bay.

Touching every beat,
Twirling every melody.

To heartstrings and precious memories.

(sucha sweet poem - qoute from sorci age)

Especially the last line.
I love you baby!

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I'm way over-spending!
HELP!

2008-04-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

be together forever and ever
<3 <3 <3

I hope he sees this. =)

I'm waiting, waiting for him to fetch me.

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I need to be more alert and hardworking,
the road out there is still far for me.

2008-03-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

hello lovelies,
haven't been blogging cause I'm lazy. =\

Back from my taipei trip, feeling very happy about it.
You guys can view my taipei photos from friendster though that's not complete cause friendster limited the number of pictures!

Started work and its nice too, though I hope to learn more.

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I'm like so broke now.
28, 28, 28.
pay, pay, pay.

I watched vantage point with baby just now and we were late.
Even more hold up thanks to the stupid uncle who forced the counter to process is un-internet/phone bookings. Yup, we were Q-ing at the internet/phone booking counter.
All the counters was like so pack, I couldn't get my Lover combo... =(

I Love Popcorns!
I Love Cottoncandy!

I can watch movie cause baby paid for the tixs. hehe.

I Love Kelvin Lim!

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There can certain things that need to be paid/buy when I get my pay.

1. return love, y. munny
2. return jas gown munny
3. buy high waist control panty (hehe; with love,y)
4. have a fulfilling meal

I better have some financial planning...

2008-03-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

am munching on melon seeds and sipping hot green tea now.
(your must be thinkning, at this hour right? no wonder I'm fat)

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06.03.08 was my first day at IT Show, sales wasn't all good with everyone saying 'we'll consider, we'll be back later.' LAIRS!
And I've gotta meal on my own, I can do it but I totally hate that!

Oh well, life's like that. Face it.

Got some weird people tried to check out on me....brrrr.

I sing, I only love my baby~

And that's why I can't wait for monday!
Now the time has past 12, so it's friday - 3 more days to monday!

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I'll reveal my monday plan.

Baby's dad send us to airport by 11am for check in.
Have a full and yummy lunch at T3.
Pack more food and drink up to tupid JETSTAR.
Reach taoyuan airport around 5.30?
Reach flower annex hotel around 6.30?
Unpack and take a short break till 7pm.
SHILIN here we come!!! till back to hotel and snuggle into each other arms and sleep.

This is like a honeymoon tour for us, right baby.

2008-03-04T16:12:00.002+08:00

I found something on the hole above my ear.
It's call Preauricular Pits.

Quote from http://www.doctorhoffman.com/xpit.htm

Pits are present at birth; they form during early fetal development. In the 5th to 6th week post-conception, 6 tiny lumps of tissue begin merging, and by the 20th fetal week, these lumps have formed the external ear. If this process is something less than perfect, any number of external ear anomalies may result. Preauricular pits are (arguably) one of the milder anomalies that may result from imperfect external ear development. They are skin-lined and are typically less than one inch in depth.

Pits are significant for two reasons. First, pits can become infected. An infected pit usually presents as a soft or hard swelling at the helical root; press on the swollen area, and a drop of pus will emerge from the pit. This can be treated with antibiotics, of course, but if the pit keeps getting infected you would probably want to have it surgically removed. This can be done under local anesthesia. You must make sure that your surgeon is familiar with pits. Simply excising the outer (visible) portion of the pit is inadequate; the surgeon must excise the entire pit. An ear, nose and throat surgeon would be the best choice for this procedure, since we all have experience with pits.

Pits are also significant because they can be an indicator for other ear problems. In other words, there is a higher-than-chance association of pits with other (less visible) ear anomalies. These "deeper" anomalies are important because they usually impair hearing to some degree. You may or may not have noticed such a hearing loss; the loss may be mild, and may easily have gone unnoticed on school audiograms.

2008-03-04T15:53:00.002+08:00

I've got a jo-ob~
I've got a jo-ob~

I'm going tai-pei~
I'm going tai-pei~

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After days and days of waiting and months of searching for a full time job, I finally got job confirmation. Though not any-o-how a science base job, but I glab I no longer need to rot at home on days where I'm free.

Officially start work on the 17th of march!
Before that, a 5day trip to taipei.

(This time I gonna save loads of money for future oversea trips!)

2008-02-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

roller coaster emotions.

try this, http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com. Its accurate, to me least.

2008-02-18T01:03:00.003+08:00

The recent edison sex scandal have again reinforce the saying - life is unpredictable; one moment before your at the peak of your fame, the next moment however in the dumps.

Seriously, for every action done do think of the consequences.
I can't think of anything much that can be (in chinese - sky knows, earth knows, you know, I know) UNLESS, there is no technology involve (videocam in edc's place) and you have a farking tight mouth.

I really feel very sorry for those affected by the scandal.
Other's have sex also wanna care.
Must be some no-lifers. Period.

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I still have no job... =(((
I'm growing fatter I think, with all the buffet/makan meets lining up.
*tsktsk

2008-02-11T11:06:00.000+08:00

hohoho~
Am I crazy of what?
Cartoon rocks!

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My toe hurt so much; the left feet last second toe.
Cause jm's metal stove door drop on my toe!!!

Oh well...

Chinese New Year ang bao have been not bad!
Let's thanks singapore financial to that.
munny munny!!!

Yummy eatings throughout CNY and I haven't increase any weight.
Claps claps!!!

Life have been great and fun with all my friends around me.

Something not great; lose munny from gambling... =(
no luck as usual.

*cartoon here I come!

2008-02-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

Some people just find fun in irritating others huh.
What a lowly and despicable action~

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What should I were for 1st day of CNY?
1. The blue dress
2. The flower-ed halter dress
3. Mustard top with jeans

Anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS!

Money, money rolling in~~

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Oh god, V-day's round the corner too... =S=S=S

2008-02-05T14:58:00.001+08:00

It became swollen as I work...
I don't know why, have no idea too.
Now I've to stay home if not it won't recover by cny and there will be no heels for me =(

I've applied for both NUS and NTU, lazy to post the 5 choices here.
I so worried...

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Chinese New Year is round the corner!
Whoopiee!!
Angbaos, friends, food --> can't wait any longer.

I miss my secondary school friends and my poly friends as well.

2008-02-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

I bought myself a LG viewty from starhub roadshow today. =D

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Went for the NTU talk and that really made me wanna study more than work.
Alot really.

Pray and hope, pray and hope!

So sweet and nice of linghui to accompany me out of the almost 3hours that I queue for the bloody phone. (muacks to you - let's pray hard we get into the course we want together)

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Upcoming events:
sun. 03/02 work
mon. 04/02 carolyn's hse
tues. 05/02 yongqi
wed. 06/02 reunion dinner
thurs. 07/02 cny
fri. 08/02 cny
sat. 09/02 ???
sun. 10/02 ???
mon. 11/02 mahjong, dinner with my lovelies

Happy to see that I'm gonna be busy!

2008-01-31T10:15:00.000+08:00

I'm eating hashbrown! yummy~

Today is the last day of school and I'm least excited about it.
No job, don't get to see friends everyday are my major concern after graduation.

Sucks!

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I been hardworkingly searching for jobs but nope, not even a single call for interview.
Am I that unlucky or what?

(I pray that I'll get a job offer soon and with a good pay)

2008-01-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

coffee prince is soooooooooooo nice.
I don't know why, but it feel so close to heart.

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Someone should write a book on how to please everyone in their life.
I hope I can do that.
Because of priorities, I can't enjoy with my friends.
Because of priorities again, I've to give up some things.
WHY!?

I need more time in my life.
I am worry about the future after poly, though I know it will work out in the end, but how long??

There is times that one must compromise with each other, but sometimes that sucks isn't it.

A fashion buyer, doesn't this job suits me well?
But I'd rather work in a lab, I don't know why.

Humans are weird aren't they.
They just can't make things perfect.
They just keep finding fault.
They just grumbles at things.
(this can goes on and onnn...)
But still, that's cause WE ARE HUMANS!

2008-01-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

Ohhhs, all the cobwebs and dust as thick as 10cm!

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I think I'm gonna find myself a new blogskin - nice and simple but with fresh colors.

I'm not sorry for not blogging, since not much people reading. haha.

I'm off to mask my hair first then back.

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Let's embrace 2008 together baby, we will walk hand in hand till the end.

2007-11-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

I haven't blog like in almost 2weeks?!

First thing I'm gonna say - switching jobs when next year starts.

Second thing - my wishlist for christmas and birthday! (3days diff only)

Third thing - My grades are scolding me vulgarities [C, C+, B+]

Fourth thing - I bought new la senza bras, going at 50% eh!

Fifth thing - For once in this semester I was on time which is on thurs 15/11/07. =D

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This is my birthday + christmas wishlist!

(understandable that not all are affordable - but its a WISHlist what)

1. Chanel wallet (that's what my double C nick means - not my cup size or grade or what sort ever)

2. Agnes B bag

3. Chanel earrings (but no more stock already, and bea have them)

4. Burberry bag

5. Coach bag

6. Camara

7. W910i sony walkman phone

Oh wells, bags are always a good present for me. Nevermind if it's not branded.

Me, myself can't even afford most of them. =\

2007-11-04T00:54:00.000+08:00

I'm talking on the phone with baby!
baby keep asking me go sleep... =/

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I was cam-whoring in my room just now.
yeah! so pretty! go my friendster see in a moment =)

(I'm typing while talking)

Wondering which acuvue softlens to choose.
ACUVUE® OASYS™ with HYDRACLEAR™ PLUS or 1 • DAY ACUVUE® MOIST™??
One is bi-weekly while the latter is; obviously daily.

I hope I can get a free trail pair of the first one from the jiejie of the spec shop tmr.
I needa know the texture of the lenses and how wet is it.

(blame one my lousy eyes)

There's a (promotion) for it going on now; I wanna try it out and if it's good then I'll get the promo set.
But that's 53x4=212bucks burnt. =S

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I NEED to slim down my fat tummy!
I hate to see my tummy under pretty dresses.
=(

better get going to bed before baby find out that I slept in late again.
I've a fierce baby you see.

2007-10-31T08:59:00.000+08:00

I tried to curl my hair just now; fail.
Someone please teach me how!!!

I want black knee high opaque stockings!
I need contact lenses!
I want more faux lashes!
I need more clothes and bags!

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Yawns, I skipped school to complete my PP report.
Yup, did not fail myself.
Submitted it last night for review; praypray its fine.

Skipped training too, cause I don't wanna be at a stranger place alone.
So I'm home with a heavy eyelid, but can't sleep cause hair is wet.

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Since I'm so free, maybe I should make tanya bake cookies with me at her house!
I shall tell her later.
Make for my baby and my mummy, oh and friends.

Cookies lead me to thought about yesterday's waffle meal.
So funny ah, we were crapping and gossiping.
Poor fm thou; seeing them spoils her mood, especially the fat one.

Baby say come school to find him at noon, hmmm...
But I wanna bake cookie still....

I continue my sleep since my hair had dried.

2007-10-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

Had been a busy week; and will continue till next thurs.
That explains why no updates.

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Baby's a zouk drinking with he's friends; halloween night eh. =(
So unhappy about it and argue again.
Hate it so much when we argue, cause cause... =(

I never want to get into a fight or argue with you, I never want too; just afraid of losing you.

Me and Tanya; same plight. Sigh.
I'm craving for western food since few days ago; botak jones will be nice - lamb chopchopchop =)

I receive few updates on online shops; ohmy - those dress.
Can I own them all, apart from animal prints thou.

If the world is to put on animal prints on their apparel, I did be the utmost outstanding of the crowd - down in black/white top.

Should I buy???
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I had a soooo killer night just now; making calls and calls, to hit the fucking store target.
Well, at least I'll be able to save more for next month too. =)

Yawns.

2007-10-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating for days.
Was too lazy. Haha.

I'm planning on opening an online shop, so earn some side income.
=) To maximise the time I spend online and to minimise the time I need to work.
Planning, planning.

Maybe I can just add a link from my own blog.
Save myself the trouble right.

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Baby's is so into this phobia that I guess I should just stop talking to that guy when I see him.
=\
Silly baby.

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Ciaos, going to continue to set up my new shop. =)

2007-10-14T00:39:00.000+08:00

yawnssssss...
how??? PP not done. fark it.

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was baby's bday ytd.
celebrated at a pub (hangloose - what a cheesy name)
and see-la-that-idiot-fella got wasted.

pissed me well off.

& & in the morning he told me he was unhappy with me cause I was playing dice with one of his good friends; for less than 5min only. =\

I didn't drank much cause I accompanied my goody to dinner.
And when I came up, the bottle only left with puny little drink and I try to get half of what's left.
And 1 down, 1 downing; makes me wonder how long I went for dinner.

i don't mind returning to the pub again,
since can sing K,
butbut, only english which suits me more. just nice.

my baby was wasted and I need his goody fren; who silent his phone. =\ thanks.
so me with not much of strength had to support him; thank ~~god~~ buddha i was wearing flats and not 4-incher.

then knn, police spotcheck 2 traffic light away from baby's place.
*pui* those silly police; think we underage.
such goons.

joke: baby was wasted and keep telling me he isn't drunk. then i told him 'but i never say you are drunk, i'm just informing you not to drink too much' then the replied i got was 'i'm not drunk, i still can drink' typical drunkard.

puke on the bed somemore.
lie to mummy you never drink somemore.
wanna push the puking trouble to me someone.
tsk. pissed.

but nevermind; how would i be angry with baby for that long.
just some mumbling mumbling.

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when can my curfew be lifted.
army friend(s) asking me out during wkends,
butbut jinn's working...
so only can go out late at night.

& & I wanna go pub againnnnn... I think moderate drinking is nice & fun.
but depends on the company still.

2007-10-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to youu,
happy birthday to ba----by,
happy birthday to baby!

his 19th year old birthday and onwards shall always be celebrating with me

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girls never know when to stop shopping;
girls never understand why their guys get pissed off from their shopping.
guys never know why girls like to shop;
guys never understand why girls just don't get it.

haha.
that's life.
girls love shopping; we love shopping!

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UT was (slit throat) as usual.
I think I wrote rubbish and deserve an egg.
My hopes of scoring well this semester are dash.... =(((

Gonna ciaos, market for food tmr morning!
Last but not least, WHATS THE IN THING NOW: FACEBOOK!

2007-10-07T11:03:00.000+08:00

rain rain go away, come again another day, little children want to play
so heavy rain now
better stop by the time I need to go work.

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tsk; really hate wkends!
I can't spend time with my friends,
I can't spend time with my love,
I can't do much of my own stuff,
I can't go out,
I can only go work.
&
baby is working to.
&
I have to swallow the idea of him working with girls.
DAMN.

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Next week; busy week.
UTs, tuition assigments, baby's bday, baby's bday preparation, fyp.
All from monday to friday.
And I'm only looking forward to friday; 12.10.2007

will be officially broke after which.

2007-10-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

just came back from my date; with Mr Love.
catch resident evil 3: extinction.
thou didn't watch the previous 2, but I still manage to understand the story.
but to understand the full story; I GONNA BORROW RESIDENT EVIL 1&2!

anyone have?
so I can save the rental fee...

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today the weather is so super duper uber HOTHOTHOT!
and when is a hot day and jinn's walking under the sun, she will say she's melting.
Mr Love decided to learn and say " I'm a melting ...! " (opps I forgot)
anyway, jinn continue to say " I'm a melting yummy ice cream! "

We fought the HOTHOTHOT weather and went chinatown looking for the belt and bag shops but... kuakuakua.
So we went OG and headed to the bags section.
Mr Love say no more guess bag, then he said " You buy so many Guess? bag for what? "
and continue " You wanna ask other's to guess what Guess? bag are you bringing today right. "

Lame hor.

Decided to settle for the NOVO green bag till I see a nicer one.
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And bioinformatics sucks ends the day on thursday.
I bet that sentence was on everyone (W55L) mind that day.

2007-10-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

shopshopshop - tsk!
I should slap myself, never stop shopping online.

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facebook is addictive too - tsk!
tanya hates me for bombing her, muahaha.
I bomb her baby too!
Muahaha, wahaha - I'm evil!

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life is never just what you decide.
life maybe unfair,
but stuff that are fair to you may not be unfair to others,
vice versa.

in love, its never fair too.
always one side heavier than the other.
whether your on which side, in a relationship both should enjoy giving love and accepting love.

2007-09-29T12:08:00.000+08:00

Zouk-ed yesterday.
Still prefer MOS thou - the music and space.

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missed ktv yesterday cause of whose fault???
damn.
Baby say we go next friday instead.

so bored, went town to get my vouchers and saw a black dress.
so nice, so got it and just paid the remaining 20.20$
hehe - cheap right for a hyposis dress

I tried on 2 dress and I liked both.
Maybe I'll go get the other one next time (but must decide before 14 oct - sales end)

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always cherish those who cherish you, before they ever leave you.
some changes are inevitable, but compromising with each other will leave it better.
temper and attitude in check and be whiny at times will brings back more smile than pain.

2007-09-24T23:28:00.000+08:00

alone in baby's room =(
he gone out to meet his friends.

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I'm trying hard to adapt to him wanting to spend more time with his friends;
means less time for me =(

But I'm adapatable to changes, sooooo.... yeah I don't have much of a choice anyway =\

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Week 1 of school is over and done (to be exact - 3days)
15 more weeks to go.

my plan is to:
- study hard
- play hard
- earn more money
- be love by my baby
- & to love my baby
- & to help my mummy in house chores
!!!

2007-09-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

waiting for baby to call me,
but maybe he has forgotten...

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school's starting in *look at the bottom right corner of my screen trying to calculate* 8.5hrs

I MUST BE ON TIME!
I MUST BE ON TIME!
I MUST BE ON TIME!

I wonder if I really can. Haha.

2007-09-16T13:23:00.000+08:00

waiting for time to past

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I always end up making the same mistakes,
somehow the saying once bitten twice shy don't work on me.

I suspected it, and now yes I know its a fact.
Suspecting is hurtful enough,
but knowing that its a fact is way worst.

Nevermind the fact, I'll still hold on - hoping one day everything will be just be fine.

I'm downright dumb isn't it, holding on to a heart breaking fact.
I'm just like any other girl.

2007-09-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

Photoshopping~

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qn: why change your blogskin?
ans: kel's complaining the previous one was ugly (I know you hate pink), and I've stuck to that looooong enough.

qn: why grey?
ans: oh shut up.

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opps! I skipped fyp again.
was sleeping in baby's arm till late morning.

met ms yongqi at night to walk around and have dinner.
saw hothot big purple lens sunglasses!
hinthint - someone please buy for me
and saw agnes b bags.
hinthint -so want it for bday

(giggles)

2007-09-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

love calculator
seems accurate!

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so sick but still having an active life doing projects and working.
active boring life!
hate that!

ohoh,
mummy got me new bed, new bedsheets all all in pink!
next mummy gonna get me a closet and I requested pink! - but seems like there isn't any...
sooo, I maybe get pink drawers to put my sooo many bags!
and repaint my room in pink!

=))

I love pink!
I love kelvin lim!

2007-09-01T10:52:00.000+08:00

cramping - that few days of a month

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Looking back at my whole week:
monday 27/08/07
- meet jm&evon
- lunch
- e36r chalet (mahjong and night cycling)

tuesday 28/08/07
- e36r chalet (more mahjongs, singing, crapping & games)

wednesday 29/08/07
- e36r chalet
- meet baby at tp
- steamboat/bbq at marina south my baby's classmate

thursday 30/08/07
- workkkkk

friday 31/08/07
- bugis to buy facial stuff
- vivo (shop and dinner) with yq

today 01/09/07
- wash clothes
- work
- baby's hse

tomorrow 02/08/07
- baby's to work

Next week onwards will be fypfyp, till holis end.

where's my clubbing that baby promised?
where's my steamboat outing with fm & whoever we are gonna call?
where's my belt making with lh?
where's my jap buffet dinner with yq?
where's my shopping and dinner with mummy?

2 more weeks of holiday,
so many stuff to complete,
yet so little time.

2007-08-27T11:02:00.000+08:00

watching tv feeling bored.

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will be off to chalet for 3days 2nights at Aranda with the E36R peeps

&
and

jingmei's class chalet is at the same place same time!
yay!

Now I'll get to go TWO chalet!
yay!

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I miss my baby so much.
His exam period now while I'm having fun at chalet.
=(
I'll make up to him!

2007-08-26T12:29:00.000+08:00

doing nothing at home again, working at4pm

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had macs student meal yesterday fr dinner.
uber long since I had filet-o-fish.
love the tartar sauce in the burger
(tartar sauce with string taste of zuchinis appeals to me)

holis now and chalets next up.
I love chalets!
all the fun and laughter from friends~

and
&
and
&

I need to earn more money!
NATAS fair is closing up - taiwan! korea! and for yq - tokyo!

2007-08-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

soooo filled with food in my tummy now~

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went bugis to the goddess of mercy temple to pray - you know the usual let's all be healthy and have good grade stuff

went vivo next to pass edmund some stuff and bought candies from candy empire! sweet

went fisherman's warf
not bad but can't finish - tartar and honey mustard dip sauce!

then went over to a cafe to buy muffins - for tmr's breakfast

ohoh~ shucks!
yesterday's summer vege soup is sitting for me to drink it - tomorrow tomorror.

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Holiday started but project started too - tomorrow 9am in the lab.

but come to think of it, if I've nothing to do then I'll be rotting at home wasting percious time.
every precious time waste is bringing my life closer to its end.
we won't know when our soul will be capture by the hades,
but if we live life to the fullest then no regrets ahead.
life isn't all about making it perfect,
instead more about making it wonderful and going the way you want it to.

every mistakes or obstacles faced is challenged to you.
every lesson learnt is a checkpoint to a new one.
its just a never ending process.

Anyway, last day of school still have RJ.

2007-08-21T09:58:00.000+08:00

just woke up - LAST UT LATER!!! =D

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anyone can tell me where to get nice and unique bags that cost 50 and below???
or
should I buy dress?

I like that Hula & Co dress but the color combination of the dress - I have similar at home
But I think I'm going to get a white top from there.

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Oh I'm going to watch 881 later.
=\
Didn't I say I didn't wanna watch it? HAHA

I'm hungry now and crave for american breakfast.

2007-08-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

6P now - boring~

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I ~~guess~~, I must understand baby more.
I love you now, love you in the future.

Just hope you will change more for me, but this is selfish I know.

How superficial can I be.....

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When you love someone alot, you will lose the choice to choose.
Choosing to leave your love is no since you love him so much and the only thing you can is to stay on with him no mater what.

-above in colored is copyright and please ask for permission before taking

2007-08-14T11:42:00.000+08:00

currently - bored, just lying on my bed typing away.

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I don't know if I'm over sensitive or what.
But he doesn't seems to care about me like last time.
I don't know, don't know, don't know...

I'm just feeling so sad, but he doesn't seems to understand and just say cause he's sick too or whatever sort.

Then my tears will run like a broken tap.

And he hates me crying.... and give me that pissed look.

Then I'll cry more...

I think I cry more than I urine - my body tap is my eye not belowww

2007-08-11T12:32:00.000+08:00

playing ghost online now. Why? Cause I'm damn duper bored.

finally a day without migraine, but I'm grounded by Mr. BF at home.
it's a saturday man, and I can't work cause doctor instructed me to rest at home - prescribe me sleeping pills to make sure I've ample rest.

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YES! I manage to watch the fireworks on National Day.
Oh, I Loooove Fireworks!
Ain't them pretty.

But the sad thing,
I got touched by some bangla - he happily rest his fingers on my ass line!
And I still thought it was someone's bag till I turn my head.
Farking asshole! nono, he don't have a asshole, so all his shit will stuck in his body and he will die of manure intoxication!

I think half of Singapore's population is at marina. So so so packed and crowded - walking 10m needed 30mins. TSK.

After fireworks, me and baby rush through the crowds, scurrying through the shortest way to get to Marina Square for our movie - Rush Hour 3.

Rush Hour 3, thou uber funny but the storyline isn't as exciting as the first 2. Hmmm, but was damn funny!

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And ya, for my online goods:
1. A&F shorts received
2. Faux lashes received
3. Alima eye shadow received
4. Beyond creation received
5. Vests received
6. Shirt dress received
7. Bigi bag received

Take a look at some of them!

I ordered:
1. F21 green tunic (just ordered)
2. Taiwan black/white dress (just ordered)
3. bangles (next wk arriving?)
4. Moom hair removal (pending)

Okay, gotta earn more money to support my shopping and my travel expenses.

2007-08-06T09:59:00.000+08:00

Went shopping yesterday, while waiting for baby's 1hr break from work.

Met up with yahong to look for shoes from charles & kieth and I saw matching heels for my brikis! haha! So gonna get that pair.
Yahong's cousin bought 1pair for me already. But I'm getting 2more and 1bag.
Yahong is getting the matching pair and 1 flats.

I think we can share cause we wear the same size! =D

Talking bout my matching pair - now I'm going to have black/white brikis, black/white heels......
Gonna start a black/white collection - top to toe!
So fits all events and places, casual to classy - you name it you get it.

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LONG HAIR GUYS
Saw a dono-what-race guy with a head of long orange-brown hair - utterly fugly.
I have yet to see any long hair guy that have the looks of hothot vanness - short hair make him ever hotter!
From what I see, MOST long hair guys look horrible with either looks - short or long.
The fact that they cannot keep themself neat and tidy is already a huge negative points hanging over their head.

TSK, I stating the fact from my point of view.

They should realise, if both looks don't complement you, you should just cut the farking hair short and look neat. And that will give you some plus point.

Enough said.

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SHADES IN SHADED AREA
What's up with that act cool look?!
Totally NOT COOL!

Eyes are suppose to be window to your inner soul. Oh they just shut that window - look so unfriendly with shades indoors, especially dark/black shades.

Someone should go up to them and shout in their face - you are already in the shade!

Okay, few possibilities why they are wearing shade:
1. got punched in the eye
2. revolutionary bloodsuckers (vampires that have eyes sensitive to light)
3. have eye bags and eye circles worst than panda (panda don't even wear shades)
4. ... (feel free to add on to the list)

2007-08-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

got my toe nails painted copper bronze!
*smiles
Been a looooong time since I had my pedicure, felt so comfortable.

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okay, I need to do out this checklist to see my online shoppings before I lost track.

Checklist for my items
1. alima eye shadow spree - in state (topup not paid)
2. bangles - mid aug (topup paid)
3. shirt dress - latest by 7aug (topup not paid)
4. vests - mid aug (topup not paid)
5. bigi bag - 5aug (no topup needed)
6. fake lashes - not stated
7. MOOM hair removal - not stated

will not be online shopping till I recover my financial states. =\

but still will be able to do my monthly pedicure cause I'm on package. =)

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I don't like to see my love one being so stressed up, esp. my boy.
Just don't feel good looking at his sorrow face.

I want him to be my happy boy always, but due to external stress.... =(

2007-07-31T01:24:00.000+08:00

'Cause life's a bitch and my baby is my slut'

Just a sudden random thought.
I wonder how will baby react - haha.

I made a short story using the friendster picture comment on my account.
If you have a IQ of 138, prolly you'll figure out the flow and an average IQ should know the message I'm trying to convey from those 'comments'.

*hint: the comments on my pictures ain't comments for my pictures*

=)

This is fun!

2007-07-30T11:08:00.000+08:00

I was playing some rpg game. Hah, so unlike of me.

Woke up since 9am and hadn't had any food or drink till now - 4.30pm.
Hmm...

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The stupid pantene hair fall control made me loose more hair!
#$&**$@!

Then baby bought this audace shampoo for me to use.
It says promote hair growth and prevent hair fall.

Hope its true then - gonna use it later.
My hair is growing uber slowly.

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New neighbour is renovating their place - so farking noisy.
Which explain why I woke up at 9am!
Fucking idiots.

And and andd....
I got my GOjane shoes!
Not exactly got but its with joey, so considered got.
Joey send me mms of my shoe and from the picture they look nice and gorgous.

Hope they really are.

CHECKLIST
1. alima eyeshadow
2. bigi bag
3. vest
4. A&F shorts
5. shirt dress
6. hair removal cream
7. bangles

I should receive my bigi bag and bangles by next week. =)
& sadly, don't know when can I receive the rest. =(

2007-07-24T13:09:00.000+08:00

noisy class now - everyone either playing game or talking.

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I know I screwed up my poster presentation real bad!
I will want to improve on the 2nd part.
DAMN!!!

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Had Korean Buffet at at Exclesior hotel with yahong yesterday. YUMMY!
It's like those bbq plate that is used in korean drama with the soup at the side - unlike seoul graden or marina south.
The soup was the best, along with the beancurd appetizer and veg.
Enough said, I'm going again.

My bigi bags are in singapore!
Gonna be in my hands real soooooon~ yes!
Specially love the small sling bag - casual but sweet.

And my bangles and GOjane shoes should arrive next wk.

=))

2007-07-17T11:12:00.000+08:00

just ended a hexic gamn with a bomb!

ahh... I'm lazing at home again.
Poster still not printed, but not feeling all stressed up.

Had a bad bad dream this morning but woke up before anything worst could happen.
(someone tried to kill me!)

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Read quite a few articles lately and since the day I know whats BGR.
Relationship don't usually last don't they?
The irony of the couple always saying firmly 'we will last forever',
but in the end broke up.

(But I still hope me and my baby last till the last of our days left)

I have friends around me,
- some blissfully soaked in love
- some never been in love
- some secretly loving others
- some bitter from love
- some treating love as a game
but in the end? Who knows what will happen.

Never take anything for granted, nothing in this world is meant to be yours.
You one that? Work for it, earn it, make it yours.
Its never, 'I want that so that's mine' in the click of your fingers.

People grumble about life, (like me - not enough money to spend) then work more to earn more money! The only thing I grumble most is about money, never worried bout relationships of sort or much about grades.

Grades are so important now, but when one still stuck in the education system of singapore; some may think 'hey i deserve a better grade!'. One should factor in many stuff, relationship with teacher and classmates, one's contribution and one's character.

Family relationship, BGR, friends relationship - if you are a easily-going person, tetatively all this will surround you with grace. If you tends to thinks alot, worried bout this, bout that, then maybe you will face problems with relationship.

Come to think of life - never a fair game.

There's too many factors moulding it that way.

What everyone should do is to take it easily and slow but smiling on the way.

--voice of a eighteen year old

2007-07-13T12:26:00.000+08:00

rushing on poster pensentation.

Once again, I gave myself an unofficial leave from lesson.
I strongly believe this is happening too frequently in my life, but blahh.

I'm so confused as to what should be put into my poster presentation but I'm lacking of graphics.

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This is to relieve some amount of stress and to retain fresh mind for my poster presentation.

Wishlist:
1. Nintendo DS Lite (Pink or White)
2. E65 or S500i
3. More money
4. More clothes
5. 1+2+3+4
6. 1+2+3+4+5

Any kind soul out there willing to donate to me??

2007-07-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

currently at home enjoying myself thinking what to wear for the night.

Well, actually had plans for going US to study but now shelving it untill 2years later.

Was kinda happy to hear my mum allowing me to go US for further studies since it have always been my little girl dream. But was sad cause all my love ones are over here, especially mummy and kelvin. (I don't miss my bro, too bad.) The thought about leaving them and be on my own brought tears to my eyes. Then all was like settled yet not settle. Now the decision my grandfather say is to stay in spore till I'm older (21 years of age).

But from this whole episode I realise how much I love kel' and how much he love me. He teared when I told him i gotta leave. (See I said tear instead of ~~cry~~ so save his face, so nice of me.) Well anyway I told him ytd night that I won't leave till at least to years later and he was so glad. I'm glad and sad at the same time, oh well.

I love him!

2007-07-01T10:53:00.000+08:00

I've got 138 for IQ test and that's above superior.
Muahaha.

A score of 150 and above makes you a genius.

Wanna try ? here

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The Hey! gorgous organise by U channel is the lastest in! contest.
I'm contemplating whether to join.
Mummy is encouraging me but... I don't know still.

2007-06-29T14:30:00.000+08:00

Things that matter in life

Love.Happiness.Meaning

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Die. FYP report not complete.

I read the 'Student Project Report' then realise I missed out quite alot.

Die.

2007-06-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

I'm disappointed.

Yes, lil' actions do make one smile.
But, some lil' actions do make one sorrow.

To guys, those are nothing.
To girls, those are appreciated.

Guys will never understand that.
Girls pray that guys will understand them - yeah, when the sun rises from the west.

2007-06-26T22:42:00.001+08:00

currently window shopping online
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Everyone wants a peaceful world - I assumebut not everyone is working towards achieving it.
I think everyone should just compromise - take a step back, breathe and smile.There you go, everyone will be happy.*but smile sincerely, not with a dagger behind you
Friendship related problem having been creating so much trouble for some of the people around me and it doesn't make me any second better knowing that some of them are sufferingunder the conflict.
For some I've choose to ignore it reason being I stick to the it-take-2-hands-to-claptheory;For some I choose to listen and try to help out cause I'm not the direct victim of theconflict.
I think I'm just being naive and simple-minded.

2007-06-24T09:41:00.000+08:00

Currently preparing my FYP report.

This is getting tedious as the dateline more forward.
I've been setting it aside for so long that I've to rush up on it now.

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Corns can never be digested by the human digestive system.
I ate cup corn yesterday and saw it in my poo today - ewwww!

Chee Chong Fan at Upper Serangoon Road (between Kovan and Hougang Ave 2) is so yummy!
- tried the prawn and the char siew ($5)
Fresh Chee Chong Fan skin is used - thin and smooth.
Fresh prawns is used too - it enhances the taste further.

That what I ate for supper yesterday night - hope I won't gain even the minimal amount of weight from there.

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Shoudn't be blogging now, should be doing FYP report.
Tsktsk.

Ciao~ Shall bounce out now.

2007-06-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

Currently not feeling well.

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I'm craving for bubble tea hse gou tei. Haven't had it for a looooooong long time.
Why food suddenly?
Cause I'm hungry now. Like now, now and now!

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People wanna see my monetary aim?

There...

- Save $1500 by end of this year

- Save $1500 for Feb '08 taipei trip by end of this year

And now just some goals...

- Slim down to 47kg by end of this year

- Try to spend less money to fufill my monetary goal

- Go pedicure for my soon-going-to-be ugly feet

2007-06-19T13:46:00.000+08:00

Woooo... I'm back from Batam!

Okay, nothing to be proud of cause its only 45mins away from Singapore.

Next trip will be to taipei for maybe 8-10days after graduation!

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My Batam trip was nice, not too bad, passable.

But its always nice to be with my baby - every moment with you is like being in heaven!

I spent more than expected and why?
Polo fault, but I'm happy I bought that big gold polo with my baby.

It's not just a dumb couple tee okay.
It's a freaking big gold polo, polo tee!

Oh yes, I love bras and duh, I bought 4 bras!

Thats why over budget. =(

Now so so broke!
I hate to be broke!
Being broke is terrible!

2007-06-01T10:50:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a week or so.
Hmm...

Currently look: messed-up hair and looking more tan.

Urgh, I wanna either be fair like always or have a proper tan.
My tan now is not-here-not-there, it still have that healthy glow but I have double tan now!
Double tan is so not nice.
Humpf.

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Went into JB yesterday and it was so farking pack.
I mean on my way back at the msia custom.
(So hating that.)

Had my yum-yum seafood but still did not get my nails done. =(
That's the problem went people have different agenda when heading the same place.
(Maybe I'll go do my nails later, it's so ugly with the nail laquer coming off.)

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Had been staying at baby's house for the past 3days and I'm loving it.
Feel so good that your very loved is the last person you see before you close your eyes to lala-land and that he is the first that you wake up from lala-land.

The last face you see
The last voice you hear
The last touch you feel
&
The last smell you smell
From your love, before you close your eyes for the night which you pen a fullstop to your day.

<3 kel

2007-05-24T11:55:00.001+08:00

Reverse a few days...

CHALET AT DOWNTOWN EAST!

It was fun, fun and f u n!

Hohoho~

First night: We had the usual BBQ with tons on wings and chicken curry but Romano's aunt which was so so yummy. JunJiang cooked spag, susprisingly. Doesn't taste all bad and stuff but too dry. We susprice JunJiang with a birthday cake to celebrate his very late birthday. Drank abit - bombay really sucks (thinks alcohol swaps) and played target. Shared ghost stories with Kel's classmates (they are nice people I say) and did funny stuff. Meiling went high on alcohol and keep giggling. HEHHE..(pause)..HEHEH..(pause).. ---> she really did that.

Second day: WILD WILD WET - cause so many of us having sunburn. The weird thing is we planned to go WWW but no one planned to bring sunblock! My baby was burnt so badly. But we had damn lotsa fun, especially at the wave pool.

I can say I'm a better swimmer than my baby!

Second night: Slept through the noon with some left to do their own business. As for night we bought charcoals, sausages from cheers and BBQ again with the remainder wings and heated up the curry. Had many wings and some guy came back to the chalet. (We steal BBQ pits). Someone suggested to visit OCH and after much persuation for Meiling and JunJie to go, we finally got on the cab. In the end Meiling and Junjie back out. Weijie, me, baby, matt, huiman and the dono what name went in. It look seriously scary from the outside, just like I'm at the scene of the huanted movie. We walked in and straight (I don't dare to look at the sides cause we are not suppose to turn across our shoulder). Realise someone was in the 'hospital' so we back off and someone shouted 'I'm a human!' and we decided to roam the site together. Then we met another around 20people (ah lians and bengs). We walk with them together and in the end were seperated with them.

When we got back to Meiling and Junjie, she told us that she pranked Junjiang who is back in the chalet and wanted to continue the prank. So the follow up acting even till we were in the chalet.............. Junjiang believe it and got prank! Gotcha!

Nothing much last day and I spent the rest of the day at baby's house.

2007-05-18T11:03:00.000+08:00

Current location: Temasek Poly
- apparently they are having some sch fiesta sort of over here, that's why the crowd

We going for his poly class chalet later.

I'm hungry at the moment and that's so sad..
Don't dare to walk around the campus freely cause its freaking not my school!

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Had dinner with mummy at original sin yesterday night.
It's something special that is meatless dining.
We ordered 3 dishes to share and was so filled after that.
I love the tofu patty with cheese - so nice!

After that went baby's house cause he needs my laptop to do microsoft visual.
In the end slept at his house and till now I'm still not home.
Hohoho~

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I think hunger makes one can't think.
Can't blog further.

Ciaos~

2007-05-14T14:22:00.000+08:00

Current Activity: Lesson on-going [blah, who cares]

I was just thinking, why some people can be so bad and evil and all.
They backstab their good friends, rude and etc etc.
Why?
Naturally in them or what?

Just some ramdom thoughts I have suddenly.

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I wanna go chalet and am suppose to go on fri, but but...
the only girl I know - Meiling isn't going.
=( Sad.

And if I'm not going, that will be another wkend not being able to see my baby.
=( =( Double sadness.

2007-05-12T01:47:00.001+08:00

Currently installing photoshop cs2.

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Baby's is at chalet having fun.
Poor me.
I also wanna have a chalet with all my friends.
Baby having another chalet next week, and I'm going!

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Hwei Ling is back from Canada and we went for a dinner with her and the usual rest.
Not too bad at new york new york, but I'm fucking broke now.

Bought a rose with jingmei for yahong's mum - she's always so nice to us.

Fret not about my mum, I long bought her her mother's day gift - braun buffel wallet (lastest edition)

I'm such a filial daughter right? *chuckles*

2007-05-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

I'm begining to wonder...

I hope it's nothing much and I'm just being to paranoid.

I'll be fine right?

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Just submitted my FYP proposal few minutes ago.

A farking proposal made me stress, what about my PP report and my FYP report?

Oh man, oh man.

PP report due date: 1 Nov '07

FYP report due date: week 10

Oh no!

Seems still a long way right, those dates will be round the corner when you aren't noticing.

Time just seems to crept by you without you noticing.

No!!!

I don't want to enter the 2 head.

Twenties... seems so scary.

I want to be 18 forever ever ever e v e r e v e r!

I'm just bitching.

2007-05-02T10:58:00.000+08:00

Present action: eating toasted peanut bread while typing

I want to say

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I LOVE KELVIM LIM

date: 1st may 2007

Everyone understand that day as labour day, yeah small matter. The big thing is that it's our 4th month anniversary! First he surprise me with a white bear holding a hot pink daisy -I love hot pink, then i saw a box like thing in his front jeans pocket and I asked about it. Turn out it's the second surprise - a cd with songs he wrote and sang for/to me. =DDD

I treat him to tao's for dinner and he love it. The food there was nice and good. Oh ya, 1st march was also the official release of spiderman 3 and we so totally had to watch that. It's a must watch for 2007 along side with pirates of caribean. We collected the tixs which was booked a week before and head for dinner to avoid the rush later at night.

My baby bought me a necklace - a heartshape pendant with 3 semi-gem stone inside and he instructed me never to take it off. It's not very cheaP for such a simple design but the material - we was told that it's a higher grade of stainless steel which is similar to the one on rolex. But ain't rolex made from gold? I don't know. We actually visited many jewellry store before purchasing this piece. It's simple, nice and can go with most of my clothes - I can't say all.

Anyway, I really have to thank him. He always makes my day.

2007-04-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I blog.
At least someone - (beat) is there for me.

I think of all time we had together, today is the most disappointing day I had.
You made me cry once again.

Today suppose to be a happy day for you since I'm the only girl with you that last more than 3months and I'm sure we'll continue. But you didn't even do anything to show you are happy and anything. We didn't even see each other for te whole of today when this day is suppose to be a day worth being happy for.

I don't know.
Maybe I'm making a big fuss out of a small matter, but this day is really something to me.

I know it's bad cause I can't take leave for us to go out and celebrate, but I did something to cover up for it. And all you did was wishing me happy 3rd month anniversary.

Maybe I'll really a spoilt girl, making a fuss out of this.
Maybe you're really tired from your day with your friends.

2007-02-04T22:48:00.001+08:00

What's with blogger man?

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I'm gonna try brazillian waxing!
With pam and carolyn.
=)=)=)
Gonna be blissfully pain.
I'm sadistic.

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I'm still coughing but my sore throat is alot better now.
I'm done with CNY shopping, but was quite sad for not being able to get any white halter vest to match my black top.
So now I've complete 3sets of CNY clothings with extra tops to match my jeans.

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I can't wait for valentine's day then CNY.
Feb will be a nice month for me.
- Shopping for clothes have always being fulfilling for me.
- Vanlentine's day with my boy will be a sure (confirm-chop-chop-stamp-stamp) loving and heart warming day for me.
- Which kid don't like CNY?! Money come rolling in yeh.
Muahaha.

2007-01-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

I lost my voice.
Sad.
My boy accompanied me for the whole of saturday cause I didn't went to work.
I bloody hell can't talk and where to get sales when I can't speak to customers.

My boy says my voice is so sexy.
He was so sweet yesterday, made some animations for me - that sweetness; I think I won't freak out on Bitter Gourd if I was eating one then.

Anyway, did this test.
Kind of accurate then the results are presented here.
So happen that I like No. S-E-V-E-N

[ENNEAGRAM Test]

Results:

the Adventurer
you chose AX - your Enneagram type is SEVEN (aka "The Enthusiast").

"I am happy and open to new things"

Adventurers are energetic, lively, and optimistic. They want to contribute to the world.

How to Get Along with Me
Give me companionship, affection, and freedom.
Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter.
Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories.
Don't try to change my style. Accept me the way I am.
Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people.
Don't tell me what to do.

What I Like About Being a Seven
being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down
being spontaneous and free-spirited
being outspoken and outrageous. It's part of the fun.
being generous and trying to make the world a better place
having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures
having such varied interests and abilities

What's Hard About Being a Seven
not having enough time to do all the things I want
not completing things I start
not being able to profit from the benefits that come from specializing; not making a commitment to a career
having a tendency to be ungrounded; getting lost in plans or fantasies
feeling confined when I'm in a one-to-one relationship

Sevens as Children Often
are action oriented and adventuresome
drum up excitement
prefer being with other children to being alone
finesse their way around adults
dream of the freedom they'll have when they grow up

Sevens as Parents
are often enthusiastic and generous
want their children to be exposed to many adventures in life
may be too busy with their own activities to be attentive

2007-01-25T12:35:00.000+08:00

Am at home.
Once again I skipped school 'cause I felt so drain.

I pity my boy.
He's so tired and stressed up from those dumb projects and rushing for deadlines.
And yet I can do nothing much to help him other than accompanying him.

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FYP topics are out and my team have yet to make our decision on the topic.
Year 2 is ending and I'm so embracing the holidays that is coming thou I may have to start on FPY at the same time.
Year 3 with only 3 schooling days per week makes life a whole lot easier.
But I'm still working on my thoughts - should I quit my job?

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WHY IS MY FACE ROUND?
I'm fat.

2007-01-17T01:31:00.000+08:00

Yongqi~ where are you?
Yeah I miss her so.
She ran away with my birthday treat.
How bad.
Our shopping girl.

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Went out with my love today.
Ah, he just melts my heart.
So touch to whatever you have done for me.
And I LOVE YOU so.

*his first time:
family dinner with the girl
peeling prawn for the girl
paying (clothes) for the girl
cooking for the girl

AND I'M THAT GIRL!
I'm blessed.

I simply love you, my silly boy.
<3 kelvin

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I'm getting fatter.
I'm so fat.
I need to go on diet.
I need to slim down.
I want to be pretty and still pretty and cute and slimer!!!

2007-01-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

9days and still counting.
I love you more as each day pass.

We are so addicted to each other that we need to see each other everyday.
Blea..

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Someone please get me to wake up puntually for school everyday.
Since school starts, I've been reaching class after 9 when my class starts at 8.30.
I'm so so so tired and so so so wanting the holidays.
Sooo looking forward to my 9wk long holidays.

Plans for holiday:
Go oversea [bangkok or/and batam, taipei]
Earn more money
Sleep more, real more
Jian Fei
Addition to wardrobe [means shopping]

End of plans to date.

2007-01-04T11:22:00.000+08:00

Sitting in the library and blogging using joey's lappy.
She's sleeping now while I'm trying hard to stay awake.

Took a cab to school this morning yet did not went to class in the end.
Took my lappy to the IT helpdesk and still same problem remain.

If not for the MCB ut later in the day, I will still be at home sleeping or over at my boy's house spending time with him.

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You are making me fall deep in love with you for every lil' actions you do.

I want you, but at the same time part of me is afraid history will repeats itself and everything will be back to square one again.

Nevertheless, I will still not leave you till the end of 'time'.

2006-12-30T23:43:00.000+08:00

Okay people, today's the last day of 2006.
My fav month will be december though it's juggling work and outings with friends at the same time.
The most unregretful month of 2006 I can say.

Mummy got me most of the stuff I wanted.
(Isn't that sweet and nice)

I like hanging out late at nights and yeah I'm doing that already.

Found movie/slacking kaki.

Finally able to enter clubs though my birthday was not celebrated at zouk but mos instead.

Having fun at chalets.

Others dancing with me.

December is one hellofa great month.
And tomorrow shan't be wasted, clubbing at mos with my colleagues.

you know what? i just like to dance

2006-12-28T14:39:00.000+08:00

Was lazy for the past 256432days.

Chalet was fun but I was a total messed up.
Drink too much and vomitted..
Thanks those who looked after me!

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TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!
And 27th night I was at MOS clubbing the night away.
Finally I can enter clubs, but will never fail to get check (my bag) at the door.
=
Thanks jingmei, pearlyn, kelvin and jasper (and gang) for celebrating with me.
Finally yanling &me celebrated our birthday together.

My dirty dancing with pearl,
The weirdos who tried to dance with us.
The dance that only 2 of us share,
No one has yet to break that.

Kelvin was nice, haha.
We danced well.

=)
=)
=)

My memorable 18th birthday.

2006-12-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

I'm susceptible to some stuff
So to say.

Read on people, (I got this out of somewhere)

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

Quite true isn't it.
Oh well, life's like that.
I'm one weird girl.

2006-12-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

I wonder, I'm sure others wonder about it too.

We can chat about any topics under the sun, laugh about any joke and curse about anything.
But after something big happen...
Seems like everything is back to square one.
Even more difficult to build back the same kind of relationship.

Don't we wonder why.
Fate between two being have reach its end?
I seriously wanna know why, turn back the time and stop that from happening.

Ask me if I regret it, I can't answer to that.

2006-12-12T01:29:00.001+08:00

I've work tomorrow yet I'm blogging at this hour.
Dark eye circles are getting obvious.

Just changed my blog skin to my fav color - Pink & Black.

Dance with me, will ya?
Hook me up, will ya?

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I should give you more time, shouldn't I?
I will.
But time is passing way to slow.
Too slow that I dread it alot.

Is wanting everything to be the same as the past a very demanding issue?

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Though this is the year which many touched my life - some touched and go, some stayed on.
But it's one of the year I dread most - I lost way to much things.

The year which I will turn 18, can I get over this year peacefully now?
I've gone through many ups and downs, all I want for christmas and my birthday is to be peaceful in everything I do and no more hiccups.
Some will know what I truely wants.

2006-12-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

I've said my piece.
I'm not gonna be bother by this anymore.

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MOS door bitch sucks.

I'm having chalet tmr.
YAY!

I'm having another one from 18-20.
YAY!

I'm still drinking.
But NONONO more trouble.

Once bitten twice shy.

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Where are my lovelies?
Haha.

2006-12-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

Can I treat it as nothing has happen?
Can we go back to the past like how we use to spend our days together?

I know you for around 10weeks but we only been close since only 3weeks ago?

At first you weren't any guy I will bother to talk to.
Branded goods on you, flirty rich ass.
That face, that arrogant look.
What's good about you?

But some how we became closer through unknown circumstances.

That momo night we danced.
That irritating bus broke down.
That very day I skipped work.
Dining in town and sending me home and returning to town to meet your friends again.
Stayed up late just to called you to get your ass home cause you wanted me to do so.
That very night you got my ass down orchard and I oblige willingly.
(Kind of weird cause I won't have agreed if other's had called me)
Our project.
Coming all the way to my workplace when you could have return my stuff the next day.
Sending me to work cause I wanted you to do so.

But...

Because of what happen that night, things starting to go awry.
It's not about anything.
I treasure this friendship.
You weren't what I thought you were.
I like the time we spent together, the stuff we said and share.

Don't leave me out of your life just like that.

Fark, you won't get to see all this stuff anyway.
I'm just pouring my heart out.
You're right.
I'm an idiot.

2006-11-30T16:33:00.000+08:00

It's been bugging me since I was awake.
I think I'm been possessed.

Will everything stay the same or better?
Do you remember what you said?
Do you meant what you said?

I've always like the way you treat me and hope it won't turn for the worst.

Nonetheless, it was enjoyable and memorable.

2006-11-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

Just reach home from movie with 2 of my lovelies.
HAPPY FEET!
tap-tap-tap dat-dat-dat

Today is my first half day off since so so so long ago.
I hope I get more half day off on weekends.
Spent more time with my friends.

Joey and Tanya went to watch movie with Jin.
They had sushi for dinner but they wasn't in their best appetite to feast.
LOL.

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Let's see what have I done this week.

Monday: UT & I don't rmb what happen
Tuesday: Dinner at Katong Laksa with Tanya & Alvin
Wednesday: Dinner at CWP at KFC with Tanya & Alvin
Thursday: Dinner with Alvin in town
Friday: Work till 10, went HS to look for Sharlyn & Stephen then to town again to meet Alvin & Tanya.
Saturaday: Work till 4pm, movie with Joey & Tanya
Sunday: Work

Spent most of my time with Tanya and Alvin.
My new best buds.
=)

Our seafood feast and drinking session coming up.

2006-11-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

I'm so not confused.
I'm just so sick of this whole episode.
How did I end up with this mess?
With a half-hearted attitude, it will bring you nowhere.
That applies to me.

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I want club again.
With the same few.
No doubt it will be fun!

My Bday destination of clubbing: zouk.

2006-11-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

So now some people is angry with me over I-frigging-don't-know-what reason.
Why I don't know? Cause no one tell me why.Just clear the air with me.

A friendship that just dies off? I seriouly don't know.

Sometimes I wanna ask you out and your always with your classmates and I'm fine with that.
Somehow we drifted apart.
Somehow you're ignoring me now.

I don't know.
Tell me what you want?
Tell me what are you unhappy about?

Sigh.

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Momo was fun.
I love my w36n girlfriends and alvin.
Our dirtydance.
Muaha.

I'll always love yongqi and my sec sch mates.
I won't be shy in front of them.
Just do the heck I wanna do.

Same goes for my lovelies~

Anytime again would be nice.

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Thinking how should I spent my 18th bday.
Nowadays I'm just pure lazy to blog unless RJ is a turn-off again.Contended with my life now with such wonderful friends around me.But still bothered with some stuff.

2006-11-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

Went vivo yesterday and spent alot there.
I see the numbers in my account plunging.
Thus, no more shopping for me.

Oh well, but can I get another top.
*whines

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Went pool just now.
I SUCKS!

Ohh, had facial before pool and that was nice.
Overall, today is a screwed up day.

WHY?
First, I wanna screw my new faci CAUSE SHE SUCKS.
Next, rDNA UT SUCKS.
But, facial was nice.
Then, pool sucks for me.
Again, rj sucks.
And all I wanna say is - YOU SUCKS!

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Why that sudden change of attitude towards me?
What the hell have I done to deserve such?

*If you happen to read this and acknowledge that the person is you, gimme your answer. I won't eat you up. I feel I have the right to know why.

2006-11-08T19:01:00.000+08:00

Just came home and rather pissed off right now.
I HAVE ALL THE RIGHTS TO BE FARKING PISSED OR ANGRY OR WHATEVER.
Some people owe me a BIG FAT APOLOGY!
Thus, my today's plan was screwed up, but not totally off.

Thanks fm, chelle, gf, alice and weizhi for the company at kbox & dimsum.
If not I will be wasting the whole day at home!
$%">!@#$%^&*

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Did this personality test few moments ago.

This is the link if anyone wanna try, cause it's kinda accurate; not only to me.
And here is my generated personal profile.

It's too long, so there's a link above if anyone wanna read bout me.
I can say, it's rather accurate.

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It's right that we were not meant to be.
Treat me with that attitude all the way.
I can stay away on this way,
But my heart&soul lingers around you.

2006-11-07T01:15:00.000+08:00

I can't seems to complete my RJ, so I'm here typing in this white text box.

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SCPM meeting was nice just now, I'm in publicity.
YESH! I'm gonna design posters and all for the event.
Showcase my talents! Hah.

Med tech UT2 was fine.
Maybe a B for the grade, but no confidence for an A.

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Life have never fail to be weird for me, as well as for my loves.
Guys have never fail to be a jerk in our lives.
Hurts me to see my love so heartbroken and all.
I'm no better in my lovelife too.
Never better...

2006-11-03T09:20:00.000+08:00

Why must I always be the one that initiates?
Not that wonderful afterall.
Not as nice as I thought.

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Body Shop D&D is over.
I kinda like the way I look that night, just that my dress keep slipping off my back.
I should invest in fashion tape. HAH.

The waitress at the dinner sucks alright.
I wasn't done with my food and she clear all up till I was so lazy to retake all the food again.
I asked for red wine and she gave me so much comments.
Can't stand her.
Damn..

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I finally watched Deathnote, with desmond.
The show was good but the ending seems like the real starting and the movie is only introducing the 'deathnote' as in that notebook that kills.

2006-10-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

My underground lover.
Never fails to make me smile.
Never fail to brighten up my day.

Blogging starts to be a chore to me.
I guess I'm juat being lazy.

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Just watched victoria secrets' fashion walk '05 & ' 02.
They are hot! glamarous! WOW!

I feel so bad now, I'm so fat.
I was thinking, maybe I should watch the fashion walk everyday to motivate myself to do sits up everyday to tone my stomach down.
Oh well, I'm lazy. Fat. And lazy and fat.

2006-10-20T11:51:00.000+08:00

I just watched finish john kucker!
Bam! It's nice alright.

Suppose to be in school, but I'm home.
Being tired and all, I decided to stay in bed.
Haven't eaten anything all day.
Damn ut and I still have to attend that later.

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Never lie about yourself.
Get people to love you the way you the way you are.
Have the attitude, be yourself.

2006-10-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

Work like money isn't an issue.
Dance like no one is noticing you.
Smile like your beloved is standing in front of you.

If I can do all that, won't I be a point more to perfect?

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I thought I wanted to change blogskin.
Well, I decided against it as I was way to lazy and my eye is still hurting.

I'm so in need of money-cash money-cash now!
Attending zeph's gig tomorrow at gaus haus - I will spent money on drinks.
Two birthday treats in one week - I'm so dead.
Clothes for d&d - I want clothes from topshop.

Notice where are the money goes to?
CLOTHES
FOOD
DRINKS
Seems that it's always the same o' few that make me go real empty these days.

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My eyes should rest now, tomorrow night I wanna wear contacts - Pretty pretty.

2006-10-09T09:15:00.000+08:00

When's the last day I blog?
Don't know.

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One is a habit.
While the other is a substitude.
Don't take away my habit.
But I welcome the substitude.

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Friday was, erm...
Not as wonderful as it is, except for the sparklers.
CAUSE I LOVE SPARKLERS.
Ohh, and the western food, YUMMY!
Hell yes, I'm so glad I wore shoes!

Why not wonderful?
CAUSE I WALK FREAKING FARFARFAR.
And I'm so so tired.
And I'm not in my wonder wee-wee happy mood.